hello?

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hola cholas-

its been a while hasnt it.

life......wow.

so my plans:

im attending CC in the fall, going in with a declared major, which is SOCIOLOGY.

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well....im off to another summer night.

 this is the only place a certain someone wont read what im writing.

the fact that ill neer know exactly why, and ill never figure out if he really cared for me hurts....its been...about two months and knowing me, id ouwld be over it. i dont know if anyone understand how much pain this has caused me, and knowing he is with another girl, (and wHO CARES IF SHES A FRESHMAN IN HIGH SCHOOL)it doesnt matter,hes with her, hes happy..................i cant even put it out in to words. basically, all my freinds are like..hes not worth it, AND I KNO THAT, but i cant get myself to let it go. yes he was an asshole. yes he was rude. yes, he IS immature, but despite all that, i stillcare for that fucker. my heart is still broken for that asshole. im still feel like its all a dream, and i need to soon wake up and and snap into reality. seeing htem together, knowing they talk, hold hands, kiss, WHY. im so confused. so annoyed with myself. i know i need to stop doing htis. i jusy dont know how to. i cant be like this forever.

do people even read this anymore....

HMmmm....

hi everyone. i would update and tell u whats going on, but im lame and  i dont feel like it.

miss yall.

call me,

284-7527

im lame

ahhhhhhhhh......someone want to go to ventura with me to get a effing prom dress....dolly?....bicky??...emily?....jer...vin..? lol..haha, post me a comment anyone is down.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..

miss yall..

andreaaa